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In the Library.

Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 1:49 PM 0 comments!

So, I'm in the library and I'm right beside LESLIE ATIENZA :) Woo, she thinks she's so cool....too bad she's not. YES LESH I AM BASHING YOU WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?! LOL, kidding <3>
I haven't updated my blog in like 2 months, FORREALSIES. Kay so Dean is showing me this video on Youtube where Ryan is versing his Dad in breakdancing :| IT'S PRETTY LEGIT LMFAO. So yeah we were looking at Leslie's photobucket pictures and oh my lawd, THOSE PICTURES WERE SO FUNNY HAHA. She honestly thought she was the coolest girl in the world, no lie, haha :) And then she showed me this picture of her exboyfriend and WOWOWOWOWZEEE LOL it was SO unexpected! Dean has a pornstar picture as his computer background, lol lies. But she LOOKS like a pornstar. Anywhosies, Leslie and I were randomly on peoples blogs and we landed on Gerrika's. I wanted to write something on her tagboard so I click her little "chit - chat" link and I start writing and Leslie starts browsing through the things that people said in her chatbox. Only to find this next Queenseen person like spamming her freaking tagboard. Honestly, what zee deuce. She really entertains us, seriously, she does. It's bad though...but ENTERTAINING. I rarely update and write in my blog but I decided that today I should update since I ain't doin' shit and I actually HAVE things to say :) Proud of me? YEAH DAWG, YOU SHOULD BE. ANYWAYS back to what I was saying... this Queenseen chick was like totally dissing Gerrika and I do not understand. INTERNET BEEF IS NOT COOL AND IS TOTALLY FREAKIN' LAME, just to let ya know. People have no lives these days and wanna start shit through INTERNET? Like buddy, THAT'S SOFT. GERRIKA, be proud of me & Leslie, we're STICKING UP FOR YOU lol.
Don't hate, appreciate :) Like honestly, what's up with all the hating going on these days?
Okay there's still like 20 minutes left of this period or something and thank goodness this is the LAST period of the day. Today was SOOOO loaft NO BOOST. Well I'm gonna end this now and btw, it's so pretty outside guys, ENJOY IT :)

- a'mae.

Boring.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 7:09 PM 2 comments!

What a loaft and boring day. OKAY SO I AM SOMEWHAT MOTIVATED to do my stupid ass english essay. Ugh, my essay's gon' suck.
But yeah, in media we're watching Crash, did our test in Marketing - which was pretty easy peasy lemon squeezy, lunch was funny and Religion was just whatever I guess. We got this assignment due after the break.
AHH, I'm so tired. I needa go lie down or something but I know if I do I might fall asleep and then like not do any of my work, argh.
But anywho, last night had a phone chat with my bestfriend :) He told me he got gum stuck to his shoe and didn't realize it until awhile after and when he noticed it he was trying to take it off at the bus terms and people gave him these 'wtf' looks, HAHA he's so cool, no?
LOL, a lie, a lie :) OMG I HATE how this week is going by soo damn slow. Like, it's ONLY Wednesday. Like, are you kidding me b? Two more days of school and then it's FINALLY the break. I hope this break's a good one, I needa make plans so I'm busy and not bored at home, true? :)
Holy crap, this post is like the randomest shit of life. I just keep rambling and rambling about anything lol.
Ah I'm so boring, I know :)

Conrad's ridiculous.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 11:34 AM 0 comments!

Okay so I'm in marketing class and sitting beside some loser named CONRAD ESGUERRA. We're doing these online quizzes and he's fully copying my answers. What a gay true? AND he's trying the quiz again but he's gonna fail.
CONRAD, you suck at life :)

Rambles.

Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 10:13 PM 0 comments!

This post is just gonna be all rambles and it's gonna be like the randomest shit ever lol, cool? COOL.
Okay so school today was just whatevs. So in English we're writing the most fucking annoying essay I will EVER write in life! NO LIE. This is the most hardest essay we're gonna be writing within the whole semester and THANK GOD it has a floating deadline.
Too bad I have like low self esteem in myself when it comes to English cause I only do SO SO or poor on my essays and this essay that we're currently writing is worth A HELLA lot. Like a fucking 5. And that's the highest it gets. I have like, NO MOTIVATION at all when it comes to these types of things, seriously. I NEED MOTIVATION! At least I somewhat started my thesis... UGH, I hate English. I can't wait till I'm actually done this stupid essay and hand it in even though I'll probably think it's crap. But whatevs, the stress will be gone.
Oh and we presented our assignment in Marketing today and at least now the stress is gone from that too.

MARCH fucking BREAK, I want you sooooo bad. Like seriously. I really really hope the school week goes by fast so I can relax already. But I have a feeling that's not gonna happen. People need to msg me about chillages during the break cause I definitely don't wanna be bored at home the whole break, true? I NEEDA like chill with my COUSINS, 'cause seriously, WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I SAW THEM?! There hasn't been any famjams lately or like EVER and I miss my family!

LOL okay so I'm watching The Steve Harvey Show and it has LIL BOW WOW on it. HAHA oh my gosh he's so young there! He was like fresh in the rap scene I swear lol. He's so freakin' squeaky, LOL it's so cute. Oh Lil Bow Wow, how you're all grown up now.
So last night or should I say "this morning" since it was past midnight, I had a phonecall with one of my bestgirls for like, what, a good hour or so? Yup, it DEF made up for those other 2 lame phonecalls that were like 20 minutes LOL. After I got off the phone with her, I honestly didn't fall asleep for like, another half an hour. And when I woke up this morning I thought I'd be A HELLA tired since I didn't fall asleep till like 2ish, but I wasn't as tired as I thought. But it's all good cause I got extra sleep in Media class since we watched a movie. Oh man, I don't even know why I took that course. I swear it was just 'cause of the MuchMusic trip and cause I didn't know what else to take, ahh wells. It's easy and a hella loaft, trust. As I'm currently typing out this long, random, post, I've been texting Justine LOL. We're so weird man.

Okay I think I'm gonna end this now since who ever is reading this probably getting bored.

I don't love you.

Saturday, March 7, 2009 @ 10:31 PM 2 comments!

" I don't love you. I can't love you. As a matter of fact, I don't want to love you. 'Cause see, love's a word that's been watered down through time but this time there's nothing watered down about the way I feel about you. And like so many that have been in love, the word love has been used and abused, neglected, taken advantage of, lied to, cheated on and sometimes even forgotten. So I don't want to love you, 'cause see it used to be that the word love could pump the breaks on a conversation and leave someone feeling utterly speechless. Now, it's used to fill breaks in a conversation and pump reason back into why you can't leave someone who's making you feel utterly useless. So you see, I don't want to L-O-V-E you, but I do want to take those letters, flip them backwards and use them to spell the beginning of the word "evolve", because I want us to grow into something indescribable by just one word. See, I don't want to love you, but I do want to make you like my childhood best friend, so that no matter how many times we hurt each other or beat each other up inside I'll know we can always make up again. And I wanna show you off to the world, a permanent connection, so perfectly passionate that I can sit you at the opposite side of a jam packed arena, look at you once and have everyone in there know your my girl. See, I don't want to love you, but it's you I'm tryna find. I wanna take every thought out on a date and say all the right things so that at the end of the night, if I play my cards right, you just might invite me inside... your mind. See, I'm tryna take the "I" out of the "I'm doing this for us", because there is no "I" in "us". So lets just do this for us. Let us bring life back into love so we could put love back in our lives and bring the underdog back to the front of the race. Cause see, I'm tryna redefine love as more than taking the most pictures together and leaving the most comments on Facebook and MySpace. 'Cause see, we were made from love and that's all we'll have in the end. So by you making me re-believe in love, you have helped me find God again. And I know it sounds cliche but you have given me something to die for, something to live for again. And if I said you made me a one-woman man it wouldn't be true because you made me a one-souled person. Because if I were to lose my mind and die and come back in another lifetime as a woman I could still only love you. So you see, I don't want to love you. I can't love you. As a matter of fact, I don't want to love you, cause this might not seem like much to most, but you're the greatest thing that's happened to me since I've discovered poetry. And if there's anything a poet knows it's how to recognize truth. That's how I know we were meant to be. So you see, I don't want to love you, I need to."

Whaddap.

@ 9:54 PM 0 comments!

Today was like, the most unproductive Saturday in my fucking life, oh my god. I didn't do SHIT today, like no lie.
For some reason I was like, a hella tired and I woke up at around 2:30 this afternoon. And I don't even know why I was so tired, I mean my chillage last night wasn't so hyphy that I'd get so tired. But yeah, I woke up feeling so dead and it was 2:30 but I didn't get outta bed until like 3 or something since I wanted to go eat. So I woke up and my Tita is at my house just mossin' in my kitchen with the Poppadukes and Lolo.
Well whatevs, then ever since then I've been mossing in my room for like more than half the day. "Bonded" with my mom you can say... she gave me a nice facial :) It was pretty relaxing, not gonna lie. My face felt so clean and she got rid of my dead skin and all that. And it still feels nice now :) She gave me the facial like 2 hours ago, ahaha. Biggups to my Mommadukes :) After my facial I get msged about reaching McDonald's for a random meetup just to chill. I was like what the hell, haha it was so random. I was gonna ask if I can go since I wasn't doing shit here at my house anyway but then it was a flop. But I wasn't surprised. Oh and I talked to Justine on the phone today TWICE and I swear, both phonecalls were like the SHORTEST phonecalls I've EVER had with her. I swear both were under half an hour. Ah well, she was busy.

Okay anyway, last night was pretty jokes still. Ate out at Lemongrass with my "faygos" LOL, just kidding, I love them off still. But yeah we ate out there and it was a hella packed, holy jeez. We spent like what? A good hour or so there and we didn't get outta there till like half an hour before the mall closed. We just loafted around Square and mossed at Zellers waiting for our pickup, it was pretty jokes. We loafted at Ramon's house and just chilled there till like midnight. Kay not midnight, but it felt like it though seeeriously.

But anyway, I can't believe I got blogspot still. Haha I wasn't gonna give in to this but whatevs, I thought I'd give this a shot.
I'm still used to LiveJournal but I can work with both.
Okay, someone please help me with this blogspot crap, I don't know how to work anything.
HOLLER AT THE NOOB OVER HERE, please and thanks :)

Friday, March 6, 2009 @ 11:55 PM 0 comments!

Okay wow, I am MOS DEF really really a HELLA noob at this. I have no idea how to add people up on this shit, but it's all good.
I'll figure this out eventually.
True? Truuuuuuuuue.